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30 October 2013 @ 05:56 am

Is anyone still reading? Chad broke up with me on Saturday night. We've been together for 2 years and 4 months and were planning to get married in the future. We lived together for 8 months. He said he's fallen out of love with me since June and that he doesn't love or care about me the same. And said he doesn't see himself missing me and hasn't been attracted to me in a month. I call bullshit. His actions recently have spoken otherwise. Two weeks ago he sent this long txt about how he wants to marry me in the future and that he'll do it in a romantic way. You don't say that If you didn't love me anymore. There has been no big change since June except that his financial life and work life got hard, I was taking care of everything. But he gave up on me. To say I am upset is an understatement. I am absolutely crushed. I just want him to come home and to wake up from this nightmare.

I am so so lost. I was just starting to feel better and find myself and now I feel myself slipping back into that dark hole I have just crawled out of. I don't even know anymore....

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